hmmm i juz dunno wad 2 say liao maybe our xin ge really far apart lor coz when u call me chating i cant feel we r cople i juz can feel fren conversation btw u n me...i belive tis few day we hv a hard day btw both of us or maybe i like most de u dun like bah...i really try my best 2 love u as my lao po but i juz cant in my heart tt feeling juz gone like tt...tis few day im very bore need same 1 2 pei wo but u since 2 be bz wit ur study n no time 4 me i feel like is really dry n emty when i need u u r not there 4 me i noe tt will make us fast apart de...i need a gd lao po listen 2 me understand each other but u juz u juz cant make it tt way...ytd im waiting 4 u 2 chating on de phone wit me n let me tell u i juz dun like my lover muilti task when he chating on de phone wit me i juz wan his 2 listen 2 our conversation but he juz wan 2 play wit de fren untill he reach hm...frm de morning he go 2 sch untill he cum back hm we nv hv a nice chat on de phone i dunno u treat ur fren importent den me or im de 1 most importent 4 u....i really wan de not oni can understand me de more importent we can click if cant click still tgt both of us will get hurt i dun wan 2 get hurt oso i belive u oso dun wan rit....i hv a very strong feel both of us r juz like a puppy love lor..i noe i juz try 2 write tis not in de rit time but i hv no choice i juz wan 2 let u noe wad i wan...i noe tis is ur first relationship maybe u dunno who 2 hangder u lover wad ur lover wan u oso dunno try 2 but in more understanding wad he trying 2 tell u on de phone or in de blog...i abmit i do love u when i first noe u but aft a week i found out something tt alot of thing we juz cant click de...i hope aft u read my blog u will noe wad i wan not oni read feel wad im gonna 2 tell u ya....i feel like go n buy beer n drink atleast aft drink le go n slp dun think too much smoke alot as i can try 2 4get all tis...i dunno im i a gd lao gong 2 u but we need time 2 cool down go n think r we still can be tgt aft we cool down alot of thing juz happen like tt.....+