last week i hv a very rough spot wit my bf coz i found out he not sincere n not trust able oso he really treat me like nutting can sms other call other guy dear or darling aft tt happen i decide 2 breakoff him tis morning n ask him dun call me or sms me anymore i wont pick up urs call or reply ur sms de...i hv no feel wit him liao coz he lie 2 me so many time le i wont keep on 4gv him de i juz feel like wan 2 be a single dun wan any relationship coz when de movement i breakoff wit my love 1 i feel very painful in 2 day but i try telling myself when i cry in de nite or i feel really down will he noe abt it i dun think so he noe maybe he was slp so sweet n im de 1 whose so stupid cry n cry n cry i tell myself im not gg 2 cry or feel down i will call my fren call n chat on de phone go out wit them play lan n online game...tis few day is really a bad day 2 me coz my best fren say i betray him trying 2 poke him frm behide i really dunno wad happen lor...coz he told me something n ask me dun let anybody found out anything btw both of us but i belive there is a third party noe de third party is my bf lor so i n my fren belive is my bf bring out those funny stuff de...when de movement my fren sms me say i betray him i feel very pianful in my heart y he dun trust me at all de untill we try 2 cool down den we realise there is a third party noe tt so we strat 2 belive each other focuse de prof in my bf....tis morning i sms my bf i was so angry y he wan 2 do tt 2 me i really learn my lesson in tis relationship is nutting 2 think abt le i juz wan 2 4get him in my life totally 4get him....haha im so hapi nw when i get back 2 my single life i no more carry a stone i can let go wadever shit n enjoy myself during tis hoilday...okie guy n gal i need 2 go le tml free will blog again de bb tc....